Shopping
I went to the mall with Desiree the other day and had a really good time. We went to Hot Topic , an exotic store called Romancing the Stone, and of course, Bucky's Music Mega Store. I bought a very pretty choker and a pair of shiny red pleather boots at Hot Topic and a box of incense at Romancing the Stone; I actually hadn't expected to find anything I'd like there, but the incense smelled very nice, rather like Johnny's cologne... Okay, I admit it, I miss Johnny! He was my whole world, and now that he's gone, I feel so... restless, like I have no purpose. I feel lost. Clockwork was impressed with my lack of angst, but it's just not true. Every hour I live without Johnny by my side is just so empty. It takes so much effort just to move on to the next moment. I didn't think it'd be easy to leave the love of my life, but God, I can barely take it. It's easier when I'm around others, when I can focus on someone or something else. The nights are the worst. I can never sleep, which leaves me with my thoughts. The result being that I spend more time on the internet than any one person ought to. All well.